I have no idea where to begin this, so here goes nothing.....

Today was the day I had dreaded since the oncologist told me 5 days ago that I needed a PET scan to determine if the cancer had spread.  At 3:25 PM today Eric and I sat across from my oncologist who told me that my diagnosis is a Stage IV and has spread to my bones in 3 places.  As far as the next 30 minutes, I couldn't tell you a thing that was said, all I could hear were the words inside my head.....this has to be a nightmare, when am I going to wake up, why me, now what.  And the thoughts didn't stop there.

As much as I have wanted to crawl in a hole, I have managed to keep myself upright for the last few hours, savoring the laughs, screams, and cries of little voices.  Unfortunately, I have no other words for you tonight, only tears!  So, I am cutting this post short......

I am seeking any and all prayers as our journey became a bit more difficult today and in the meantime, please make sure to give all those you love an extra special hug today!

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  1. We are praying for you and your family.
    -Rick and Molly (Snyder) Tamayo

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  2. Amy I am so sorry for what you are facing! The journey will be hard , but our God is an awesome God and through him all things are possible! You are in my prayers! Stay strong!

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  3. Cried reading this, we will all be praying for you and your family for a full recovery Amy. Sending ❤️, 🙏'S.

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  4. Praying our Lord will spare you from this horrific disease. Praying He will use this experience to glorify His Holy Name and to be an example for others facing this challenge. I pray this in Jesus name. Amen. To God be the glory, we praise His Holy Name.

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  5. Praying our Lord will spare you from this horrific disease. Praying He will use this experience to glorify His Holy Name and to be an example for others facing this challenge. I pray this in Jesus name. Amen. To God be the glory, we praise His Holy Name.

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  6. Keeping you and your family in our thoughts. Sending hugs & healing wishes.
    Jack & Ruth Kipp

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  7. You can do this Amy, you and your family are in my prayers. Karen Gorman Clemens

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  8. Storming the heavens with prayers for you Amy!!!
    Kelly & Jason Schmit & boys

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  9. We are praying for you and sending so many thoughts of peace and healing your way.

    Matt & Jill Sampson

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  10. Stay strong Amy. God is with you. Sending prayers. Chris and Jackie Perkins.

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  11. Stay strong Amy. God is with you. Sending prayers. Chris and Jackie Perkins.

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  12. We are holding you in our prayers and thoughts, Amy. We are here & sending so much love from Maine.
    Love, the Hartford family

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  13. We are keeping you and your family in our prayers. Stay strong. ~ Kathy and George Bouska

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  14. I am so sorry to hear about the battle you are about to face. It can be beat and you definitely have the strength to do it. Our prayers will be with you Amy.
    Blair and Christine Paulsen

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  15. Your family will be in our prayers, Amy & Eric, as you face this journey. Stay strong.
    Russ & Angie Laures

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  16. Amy,
    Nic has been updating me with all of this information as it has come along. Thinking of you and sending you positive vibes and well wishes as your journey continues. You are all in our prayers! YOU GOT THIS! -Kelsey Freshour

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  17. We are all thinking of you here in Des Moines. It'll be rough, but you'll beat this Amy. Never give up mentally and your body will follow suit.
    -Kris

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  18. The Gannon's are praying for you and your family as you face what I expect to be THE hardest journey in your life thus far. The entire Catholic Community is praying for you and will continue as you navigate this very difficult journey. Maddie asks that you "keep the faith and stay positive" and she will be saying many prayers throughout the days and weeks to come.
    ~Mike and Mollie

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  19. Mary, Mother of all mothers please protect our fellow mother, Amy. Mary, please help us to understand this journey she and her family must navigate and help her to see the love and guidance of Christ as only you can.

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  20. Many prayers are coming your way. You are not alone in this fight as you have such a community of students, parents and coworkers who would love to help in any way possible. Anything you need at any time, we are here!

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  21. Dear God, we ask that we may see glimpses of your face in these trials. Be with this beautiful family on this journey,especially when the mountain seems tall. We know all things are possible with you. I also pray that we as her friends and family can be guided to best help the family get through this. In your name, Amen

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  22. Dear God, we ask that we may see glimpses of your face in these trials. Be with this beautiful family on this journey,especially when the mountain seems tall. We know all things are possible with you. I also pray that we as her friends and family can be guided to best help the family get through this. In your name, Amen

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  23. Amy, We've been thinking and praying for you all week. You have the strength to beat this, a community of people praying for you and also to help you with anything! Lean on us, use our help, and focus on only the things that really matter. Hugs to you, Eric, and your sweet babies. God is Good. ~ Lindsey Valentini

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  24. Amy & family, you havE our continued thoughts and prayers through this tough journey! Stay strong in your faith and your trust in the doctors. Lean on your suort system and know that you have a village here in NH praying for you! Jeff & Ralynn Weigel

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  25. Thinking of You, Eric and your families and sending prayers your way. Praying that God gives you the strength to kick cancers butt! Dan Ries and Family

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  26. Thinking of You, Eric and your families and sending prayers your way. Praying that God gives you the strength to kick cancers butt! Dan Ries and Family

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  27. Praying for you and your family Amy!
    Tara & Kelly Seery

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  28. Prayers for you and your family. Stay strong. Bill and Mary Roths

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  29. Prayers for you and your family. Stay strong. Bill and Mary Roths

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  30. Prayers for you and your family. Stay strong. Bill and Mary Roths

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